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Sabitsuki:

                                                                                                         【✜】

  Mere watching as other interacts with feline, never to
  intervene in her stoic observance. From stiff language
  hinted by body nature, muscle under rippling skin coated
  by fur of silk’s kin, already can she detect and know full
  well that animal does not want to be touched or moved by
  this girl’s means. Mouth shall not part for sake of word,
  however, and soon focus of eye is to be trained upon that of
  not fleeing cat but notebook presented.

                                                         Out of corner of vision, indeed will she see the
                                                         pages from that time. For any other being to be
                                                         struck in fatality by Sabitsuki’s hand, it was never of
                                                         much importance. People ever .flow, never truly
                                                         finding death. The blossom before her, no
                                                         exception, as believed and proven. Hardly much of
                                                         the girl does she hold knowledge of, yet she finds
                                                         the same pain brought unto her as if she had
                                                         brought down the underwater girl, who always
                                                         stayed with her and produced bubbles in any
                                                         circumstance of either of their emotion. The last
                                                         person she can legitimately say in certainty, and
                                                         perhaps ever in this rusted existence, that is her
                                                         best friend.

  Damn her, then, if she was not to consider beings not
  of human state in friendship status. Damn her further,
  more than she could be now. It can always get worse,
  but it can never get better.

                                                         Lips press together for a moment and while she
                                                         views the inscription on paper before her, she does
                                                         not comprehend in reading in full definition.
                                                         Uncertainty, a sensation very quite rare so to ever
                                                         form plague onto her, yet now it would be so or at
                                                         least emotion esque of it. The words she give are
                                                         sudden and almost forceful, and Sabitsuki only
                                                         wishes to forget.

                                                                   “ Yeah. ”

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                                        “ I had…
                                                         I could be a cat, if I wanted.
 ”

                                                                                             In days that had .flowed by her;
                                                                              in days that Sabitsuki wishes to reclaim.

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Confusion edges into the
sharpenings in her jaw,
slightly relieving expression
of pleasantry; rather than
communicating complaint,
however, girl simply stares.
Bewilderment is her
acquaintance in full, grasping 
hold of her features and
etching them wider    almost
comically so. Then it releases,
and she allows (uncharacteristic)
laugher to part her mouth. It
sounds strange, faltering; as if
the girl is unsure of which 
sounds to use.

                                                     That is, in truth, the reason
                                                     for it’s sound     not that she
                                                      would know, although, she
                                                     certainly would understand.

Eyebrows raise while she
appraises her notes, response
proper lost upon her as she
wonders if her friend could,
in fact, do as she claimed.
It was, in terms of the reality
she herself knew, a far-fetched
claim made by the morons
who truly believed, and
exponentially idiotic liars. However,
as far as she could tell (and
knew, by the nuances in her
interactions), Sabitsuki was neither
stupid, nor a liar.  

                                                     At least, she didn’t believe so. 

[ really? ]

                                                     [ turn into a cat, i’d like to see
                                                     that. ]
 voice would steep in her
                                                     somewhat sceptic thinking had
                                                     there been an ability for her to
                                                     utilize syllables in the correct
                                                     fashion. Eyebrows are kept in
                                                     their position, leaving crinkles
                                                     in her brow as she waits for
                                                     an answer from her. Mouth
                                                     creases itself in a slight smile.

Posted on Aug 16— 7 years ago · 4 notes
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? // pabittel

conguer:

He banded a group of inspirationists, a group of those who’d give hope to others in even the smallest of fashion, which meant that he, too, had the duty bestowed upon him. Unlike others, he took it with pride, and leaned towards starting his day to assist those in need. Perhaps not in the way one’d expect; fixing mistakes came with harsh treatment.

Sighting even those who needn’t his help, he’d strike a conversation with them anyways, in an act of entertainment on his part. However, the young girl before him seemed to not be that sort of case, her figure crouched and appearing to be in a haste. Standing behind her, the inquiry came without hesitation, “Are you searching for worms?”

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“Save some for the birds, while you’re at it!” Crouching down near where she was at, gloves were taken off in order to place his hands onto the dirt floor, as well, “What is it that you are so frantic over? If you are hoping to feed your bird, crackers are a treat for them as well.”

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Complete and utter bemusement 
was bestowed upon her face upon 
realization of the comments.
Head had turned upon the detections
of her own peripheral vision of
another who had crouched beside
inhibited. Eyes had tilted and
fallen upon movements of lips,
catching partial wording- enough
to decipher meaning and intent of
person aside, though took seconds
of minutes to comprehend.

                                                        Hands stop digging for a moment
                                                        before continuing, bewildered
                                                        figure clinging to one of annoyance
                                                        in form before settling back to
                                                        one of normality in partial amount.
                                                        Communication might as well have
                                                        been sapped from her; unless
                                                        man knew sign language, which
                                                        was a uncertainty smothered in copious 
                                                        amounts of unlikely. Thus, shrug is
                                                        given until notebook is found from
                                                        within the depths of the sand.

Corner of bound paper book she
believes she might see, and there
is a point to convey meaning.
A finger quietly jabbed at before
hands dig ever deeper, ripping
at sand to find tea-stained
parchment.

Posted on Aug 14— 7 years ago · 3 notes
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TREPIATION; mary&hana

inelegantal:

   Trotting down this very same path soon became almost routine for the young girl. A step taken into what always feels like the unknown, a breath released, courage mustered as another attempted was about to be made. As much as this island strove to emulate normalcy, nothing could conceal the gloomy atmosphere it seemed to uphold.

   Being so lost in thought, she hadn’t noticed the person in her direct path. Hitting them with a bang, she ended up on the ground before she knew it. Eyes dragged downward as her pink hued gaze focused on dainty hands as they laid upon her lap. Completely embarrassed, the young girl began to speak.

   ❝ I-I’m sorry for running into you! ❞ stammered Mary, hopping up from the ground and smoothing out her dress.

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   ❝ I-I should have been paying attention. I’m sorry! ❞

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Flurry of cries are expected, and
given with a displaced nod    
unattached and disembodied,
as if it’s an afterthought. She,
in truth, doesn’t hear them. How
can she? A mute-deaf of years
past, she observes body-language 
and normal responses, not
sounds. Thus, though rude it may
be, girl merely continues search
for notebook and writing utensil
scattered to the far reaches of
path.

                                                           Notebook may have been
                                                           easy to locate, but pen was a
                                                           different matter. Times such
                                                           as these, it was wished that it
                                                           wasn’t so very tiny and easy
                                                           to misplace. Hands scour the
                                                            floor while eyes look dutifully
                                                           onwards, but, alas, to no avail.

A sigh will have to part lips.

; send me a url and i’ll talk about them.

Posted on Jul 27— 7 years ago · 21,311 notes
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Whiteface:

“Of course. But it really isn’t!” In all honesty Whiteface was a bit offended that she believed his respect to stem solely from such. He really did respect and like her for who she was! Then again…he was used to experiencing such stigma, given what kind of person ‘he was’.

“I’m kind to you merely because I feel everyone deserves to feel kindness!” His smile, in turn, seems uncertain in a way. Did he truly have the courage to feel that way, despite the demons of his past? Including…him?

“So! What have you been up to, regarding tombs anyways?” Whiteface asks curiously.“

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❝ Just…wandering. ❞

                                                                             Girl is jolted in sudden change
                                                                             of topic, and seeks to regain
                                                                             balance in term of speech. Quietly,
                                                                             answer recedes into self deprecation,
                                                                             no matter subtle, but still conspired
                                                                             within the hints of accent in her
                                                                             language. 

❝ It’s all I ever do…I’m quite
boring, in that fact, I guess. ❞ 

                                                                             ❝ Sorry, if you wanted something
                                                                             more interesting. ❞

Posted on Jul 27— 7 years ago · 6 notes
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black-and-white-window:

Madotsuki looked at the zippers on the wall with a frown. There were orange legs and arms at the two ends of the different walls, and a purple face above each zipper. She noticed that one of the purple faces occasionally didn’t have a smile, instead it was sometimes a look of horror. On the floor were rows of red numbers. It was hard to navigate in this place even with the Bicycle effect. This world was always much too confusing for her, she figured that she got lost in it long ago.

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After trying to find something, she noticed a girl at the other side from her. Another person in her dream world? She had two braids like Madotsuki, and was very thin. She used her bicycle to reach her faster and waved half-heartily when she did.

“Hello… what is your name?” She asked while keeping a tight grip on the bike handlebars.

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A turn is immediate, preceding
startled expression coming to life
on her now-sickly-pale face. I
t was not the fact that she could
hear and speak now that bothered
her (after all, it was a dream), it
was the sudden arrival of the stranger
that put her off. She had never
been known to meet another in her
subconscious events.

                                                                  But her composure is regained
                                                                  steadily, and her mouth parts to
                                                                  release syllables. Low and raspy,
                                                                  as if she hasn’t used her vocal
                                                                  cords in quite a while, or as if she
                                                                  had been without a speck of water
                                                                   for days and days on end.

Well, there was partial truth there,
somewhere.

                                                                  ❝ …Hana. ❞ 

❝ …Who’re you? ❞

Sabitsuki:

                                                                                                         【✜】

  Even lower lid of eye twitches ―
  this girl, regularly bearable,
  that of the highest standard when
  it came to so,
  now summoning the
  disease of irritation
  to be birthed to
  Sabitsuki as many would
  and so did …

                                                                                               Disgusting.

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  “ Hana, what the fuck  ”
                                               As she reaches for notebook to
                                               steal out of owner’s hand.

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A sigh, sound of which she is
able to piece together, parts
weary lips as notebook is taken
out of the thief’s well-intentioned
grasp. Staring continues, but
as if deciding that message is
futile, it stops. Another message
is hastily written and    

                                                                    Handed to Sabitsuki, didn’t see
                                                                    that one coming. 

[ i can buy another one, right?
besides, this is helping me. ]

Posted on Jul 26— 7 years ago · 7 notes
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sanctusxgladium:

« • † • » “I apologize…” 

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When manages to pull her up, bows her head in silence.

                                Maybe she is angry at her?

                                 Or maybe doesn’t talk.

                                                                                This is difficult.

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As if to say ‘it’s fine’, she gives a
hand-wave for the woman and
hopes that her attempt at
communication will suffice, and
she will be on her way.

Posted on Jul 26— 7 years ago · 4 notes

musingsofmyhexrt:

                                                           oh I

                                                         k n o w

                                                          I’d still

                                                          adore

                                                     you with your

                                           hands around my neck 

Posted on Jul 26— 7 years ago · 3,171 notes