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[ Sabitsuki ]

  Almost does she give a flinch at the sight of blue, dull in its true
  hex yet ever brightest to own’s eyes. Inner network of neck turns
  and displays such in the bobbing movements of throat, saliva
  and mucus slipping and sticking to the unexpected dryness
  ( and she does recall, in brief brief thought, that it had not been
  that way so for just a mere collection of shortest seconds ago ).
  It carries more burden upon her than it perhaps definitely should;
  she must with force as to swing her pipe to send it into the very
  rears of her present consciousness.

                                                        Only annoyance, frustration, hatred, such common
                                                        words of description to be chosen for any regular
                                                        mood of hers, could only be manifested toward
                                                        herself, and the peculiar fondness for other could
                                                        only rise in its smoke in her self to give pseudo and
                                                        temporary banishment, even, to such
                                                        aforementioned sensations of nothing but negative
                                                        connotation. Indeed, a flower blooming in only
                                                        near - desert, and as had been such when she was
                                                        child: Sabitsuki loves flowers.

  True, tulips with snow hues were held as her most favourable,
  & yet ―
  the flower before herself was her own favourite here on these
  islands; no tropical plant to be thief to such spotlight, no hideous
  other human to bring soothing in unique silence and ink or
  graphite writings, no matter how much her anger were to
  flare in any volume.

                                                        Sabitsuki looks down at Hana’s hands, an almost
                                                        gentle expression upon her face, and perceives the
                                                        paleness for an extended moment before she may
                                                        respond in still female but still deep voice.

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        “ Yeah. ”

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Pride in excess is a faulty
thing- leaving kingdoms
to decay and relations to
rot, maggots feasting
upon the overflow of
ruins. However, though
knowing this, she’ll allow
herself this small bit and
hope that it won’t grow
into something
unmanageable.

                                           Miniscule quirk of the
                                           lips set neatly in place,
                                           prior feeling fading,
                                           scribbles of words set in
                                           ink are gouged among
                                           the crevices of parchment.
                                           [ i wanted to teach
                                           you sign language??
                                           if you learn that, we
                                           wouldn’t have to use
                                           my notebook all the
                                           time? ] 
she pauses before
                                           writing the next part,
                                           tensing her hands to keep
                                           them from flying across
                                           the paper. 

[ it’ll take a while but
we have a lot of time
to waste on this island,
an i guess i’m sort of
an okay teacher. not
that good, but ]
self
deprecation is barely
noticeable, slight in
tendencies, but doubt
is obvious - so much
so that it is painful.
She almost winces
after reading the words
over.

                                           Lengthy pause adjourned,
                                           paper is relinquished to
                                           current viewer - friend.

t h e y a n d e r e d i a r y || FAMILIARITY

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Normally, she wouldn’t
be willing to full such an
act in - waving to
a stranger? no thanks -
and it shows in her
hesitance to even lift
her hand. Still, wave
she does (enough to
get the other’s attention,
she hopes; Hana wouldn’t
exactly like to repeat
the action).

                                           Before checking for
                                           the other’s attention,
                                           girl is already
                                           reaching for her
                                           notebook to write a
                                           question - with her
                                           hand flying that fast,
                                           it’s a wonder how
                                           anything she’s writing
                                           avoids ending up as
                                           little more than
                                           indecipherable chicken
                                           scratch.

The note, fast enough,
is completed, reading a
vain; [ you said i looked
tired last time we met.
do i have bags or
circles under my eyes,
or something??
because if i do, that’s
kinda bad. ]

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Another person she hasn’t seen before.

How wonderful.

s l a t h e r m y b o d y || SUPERHEROES

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                           (the bad mood practically radiates off of this one.)

                           (don’t come near, she might bite your fingers off.)

Looking off into the
distance, she supposed,
is a excellent way to
spend your time   

                                        If you’re some sort of
                                        superhero.

Even though you
could probably be
doing better things
with your time, like,
she doesn’t know,
saving the world,
maybe rescuing
felines out of trees,
or even getting everyone
trapped in here out   
before everyone is dead,
anyway.

                                        Or, before more people
                                        die. That sounds better,
                                        more optimistic. 

But yeah, just go ahead,
just keep staring into
the distance to look
cool. It’s really doing
everyone a favour.   

                           (something so silly- a drawing, perhaps? caused this?)

                           (pathetic.)

Posted on Sep 18— 6 years ago · 3 notes

b u t l e r d e a t h || HAIR

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She has…never, ever,
really seen hair in a 
red shade before. Not
in her life, not in her
dreams, certainly not
in her nightmares, but…
perhaps, in hindsight,
she should have expected
it here. Really, she
should have    with all
the odd people here,
there, most certainly
everywhere. Ah, but
alas, she hasn’t    though
it is rather sad she didn’t.
She’s prepared herself
for murderers, but not
for such a simplistic thing
like red hair? 

                                               Sad indeed.

Girl, apparently unwary
of the consequences of
doing so, has run closer;
peeking at the other’s
hair through fingers
covering her eyes.

Ah, well, not like someone 
                                               
would kill in broad daylight, 
                                               
or in such a public place.

Posted on Sep 18— 6 years ago
filed under→ ·butlerdeath ·butlerdeath; 01 ·v; aod ·;; aodic

Sabitsuki ]

  Flower blooms in her living area; & for most part,
  rust merely stays silent as she brings limb of index
  finger to pad in scrolling along phone’s messages
  due to simple fact of boredom.

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                                                         Not that she is not to make glances, though; every
                                                         so often looking over. Every so often, twice,
                                                         relatively, in a span of a mere few ( three ) minutes.
                                                         Lips pull and they desire for vocal cord vibration, but
                                                         there is no complying. Not yet, anyhow.

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Vacant is expression of
interest, leaving lingering
traces of doubt. Question
had been reserved for
slight tension situated in
digestive system, but
now aforementioned
tautness had risen to
scratch at her throat.
Although, perhaps girl
should press onwards;
query was not of harm
to the other, was it?

                                                 No.

And if she were not to
ask, then all courage
mustered would be for
naught.

                                                 Girl gives mutter of
                                                 unintelligible gibberish
                                                 she is accustomed to in
                                                 times of attempts to
                                                 emit proper noises for
                                                 responses, but not before
                                                 poking friend and waving
                                                 fresh pages of another
                                                 notebook (one marred by
                                                 dark blue pen prints,
                                                 smudged at the edges). 

[hey. can i maybe
teach you something??]

Posted on Sep 10— 6 years ago · 4 notes
filed under→ ·goredemo ·-writes a novel- ·v; aod

??? ]

It’s not everyday the teen comes across a scene apparently so common amidst the inhabitants of this island. Grey hues lock with the body placed against the wall, the setting seemingly perfect to be that of a murder. Skepticism makes an eyebrow raise, if only slightly, since it’s widely known that appearances can be deceiving.

Silently, hands hidden in his pockets, the raven stands still and watches from a safe distance. It’s just a few moments later, when he’s about to give up, that ears catch a hint of a groan, and though that could also mean she’s hurt, it’s enough to set him walking in the other student’s direction. Concern is not his motivation, though; simply put, he’s bad at minding his own business.

He approaches the petite figure with serene pace and a questioning look in his eyes. Upon closer examination he notices the movements of her hands, motions only arousing his curiosity further, if not making the situation all the more peculiar. What an oddball.

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“You okay?”

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Reading of the lips is
immediate

                                                    And of course she is okay,
                                                    fine, average, and any
                                                    remaining synonyms 
                                                    pertaining to the middle 
                                                    sector of melancholic
                                                    normality. Sigh, rendered
                                                    to a husk of a breath, is
                                                    pushed through lips and 
                                                    accompanied by off-hand
                                                    nod in slight (eyebrows
                                                    raised, lips pursed with
                                                    words still at the back of
                                                    her mind). Of course, one
                                                    would expect her to, at
                                                    this point, finish her
                                                    alphabet and cease
                                                    movement in hands, but 
                                                    repetition is comforting to
                                                    the whisp of a girl.

By this time, she would
be staring at him openly   
pebble-like eyes lazily
examining plausible threat.
Words heard beforehand
had left their mark in mind,
remaining at back and
nagging at her even as
morning routine when
sounds did slip out positioned
itself upon step four.

                                                    Perhaps, if she hadn’t left her
                                                    (new, thankfully) notebook in
                                                    her dorm, she would do
                                                    more than stare    attempt
                                                    to communicate properly,
                                                    maybe. But, for now,
                                                    content she would have to
                                                    be with subconsciously taking
                                                    note of body language and
                                                    expressions.

Posted on Sep 04— 6 years ago · 3 notes
filed under→ ·tarantulaer ·tarantulaer; 01 ·v; aod

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Wake upon noises is subtle,
gentle, even. If naught for
obvious shift to place herself
sitting against the hall’s wall,
and cracking open of crusted
eyes, it would be presumed
girl was still asleep; or, if the
onlooker weren’t to see the
rise and fall of chest, possibly
dead    

                                                      But even then, the sudden
                                                      thump and groan would alert
                                                      them to the possibility of girl
                                                      not being in state of death.   

❝ …dha gha- ❞

                                                      Mouth snaps shut with the
                                                      cloying taste of sleep still
                                                      dissolving 
on her tongue.
                                                      Attempt at speech still rings
                                                      in ears, embarrassment 
                                                      clouding vision. In righting
                                                      herself to sitting position, not
                                                      taking care to assess where
                                                      she is, girl puts series of basic
                                                      hand motions in their order
                                                      in reminder of muteness and
                                                      utter failure in terms of
                                                      communication.

Gaze if directed upward only
at the sound of footsteps; yet
the motions do not stop,
merely slow.

Posted on Aug 26— 6 years ago · 3 notes
filed under→ ·tarantulaer ·v; aod ·;; untitled

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Sneaking nature of footsteps
could be sinister, and all for
naught if someone heard them,
if not for the fact that intention
behind feet was completely 
innocuous. Girl merely did
not want to wake another with
her restlessness.

                                                         And what of sudden energy
                                                         bestowed upon her? The
                                                         kind that had solidified her
                                                         desire to move around 
                                                         dangerous halls at late timing?
                                                         Foggiest hints of coffee of
                                                         remains in her system, caffeine
                                                         preventing rest to come upon
                                                         the small girl; that, and sudden
                                                         sense of adventure brought by
                                                         boredom.

Well, no one said she was smart.

Posted on Aug 25— 6 years ago
filed under→ ·;; aodopen ·v; aod ·imperatrixing

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n YOOMS TO CHAT AT TOP SPEED. 

             hana has entered the chat!

hana is typing… … .. . 

                            hana is typing… … .. . 

                                                        hana is typing… … .. .

hana: um, hello!!

Posted on Aug 23— 6 years ago · 9 notes
filed under→ ·;; aodopen ·v; aod ·bye friends